Post by Deleted on May 22, 2017 8:13:42 GMT -6
She didn't know where she was. It didn't matter, either - she hadn't a destination in mind. Wenhaver just kept walking, and walking, and surviving. Each day the sun rose and fell, to be replaced by the moon and the cycle would repeat. Wenhaver did not know how long exactly it had been since she had earned the marks on her face, but she supposed that was down to her, she hadn't been counting. Could she even speak anymore? The wolf wasn't sure, she hadn't used them in weeks, or what felt like weeks. It didn't matter, she had no one to talk to, and Wen did not mind that. Social interactions were not her forte, most expected strings of words continuously, and Wenhaver did not have that to give.
Where she now found herself would perhaps have been labelled beautiful, or a paradise. The sun was high in the sky but that did not matter, there happened to be plenty of shade amongst the palm trees and strangler fig that the sun merely peaked through in different places. Foliage was plenty, bountiful, and the scent of prey was equally as so, but they had given the wolf wide birth when the wind had sent her scent in their direction. Her stomach did not rumble, so Wenhaver would not go out of her way to find the prey that ran from her.
The scarred face of Wenhaver lifted up to where the palm trees towered, and for a moment, the wolf supposed she could rest. Her paws were like fire, but that hadn't stopped the creature from venturing on. Narrowly, the girl had moved through territories in the shadow of night at the borders, and she was sure she had circled this territory without finding a way past it, and in the end, Wenhaver did not mind if she went back on herself. With no destination in mind, it did not make her overly picky to where she ended up.
Her red fur was coated in shade, and her missmatched eyes took in the surrounding area, and she deduced that this place was easier on the eyes to look at than what was once her home. Home. Inwardly, the wolf rolled her eyes. Outwardly, not much had changed on her disinterested face. A wolf of little words matched with the ability to not care for emotions, she was perhaps an oddball, but the girl did not mind. Emotions did not mean everything, they did not rule her, and she would be whatever she so wished - something her parents could not fathom nor accept.
It was not up to her to force others to accept her. One could do everything and anything and still not gain approval, but Wenhaver had no desire to put herself out there for no one. Inside, perhaps the purest part of her she had since locked away deep within, yearned for acceptance. Yearned to be in a group and at one with others, for her strange being to be accepted for what it was and be loved and valued and cherished, but Wenhaver had locked that childish desire away for a reason. She would never gain it, so she would not be a fighter for a battle unable to be won.
Paws stilled as she lowered her rump to the ground, it was cool and soft against her, making her look down to see she had sat besides a tree where moss covered part of the trunk and had strung itself on parts of the ground and roots. She didn't move, she saw no reason, instead she let the shade soothe her and the warm air to linger.
words; 621
tags; @saul
notes; lets go lets fuck someone up
tags; @saul
notes; lets go lets fuck someone up