Post by Jessare on Apr 5, 2018 18:46:31 GMT -6
Name: Susy (Sus)
Years RPing: Just came back from 6-year hiatus, was roleplaying 8 years prior.
Slot Used: Free
How You Found Us: Browsing ProBoards Support advertisement forum.
Birthday: May 8th, 2014
Species: Arctic Wolf
Height: 30 inches
Weight: 145 lbs
Coat Color: White with grey overtones.
Eye Color: Green
Health Issues: None currently, will develop blindness in later years.
Other Information: Has a notch missing out of the corner of her right ear.
Mental Stability: Sane
History: Jessare's parents, Destiny and Mogli, were Arctic wolves being transported from the San Diego zoo to a zoo in Africa on loan for a few months. They had been sent there to be rehabilitated but Destiny had been declared too docile to survive in the wild and therefore the pair was set on a plan to remain in captivity for the remainder of their lives. Unbeknownst to the zookeepers before setting them on their boat voyage, Destiny was carrying pups. Just as the boat was getting near the African coat, a hurricane hit and was about to destroy the boat and all it's passengers. The crew felt it was cruel to not give the wolves, among a few other animals that were also on-board, a fighting chance to survive the storm and therefore released the animals from their confinement. Destiny and Mogli were washed up on the shores of Anikira, but were never able to find any of the other creatures that had been on board or even remnants of the ship. Destiny had remained unscathed, but Mogli had suffered some horrible head trauma. The two found shelter near the coast and Mogli lived long enough to lead his mate to find others and find herself a new home. She promised him that his pups would be safe... and once he passed she moved on into this strange new land to find a home, maybe other wolves or even people to help her. She found that help in the form of a lone female, Resfina.
The two females stuck together as they sought out a suitable area for pups. Resfina had a strong dislike for most of the packs she had come across, which she made very clear to Destiny, and therefore kept her away from them as much as possible. When the pups came, three total but only two surviving, Destiny begged Resfina to join her in seeking a pack to help raise the pups but instead was met with more resistance and instead the female found them another lone wolf to aid in the care of the pups, this time an exiled male that called himself Yesnu. Jessare and her brother Mogli, named after the father they never met, were raised by the three wolves as loners. Jessare was convinced they were a small pack but they never stayed anywhere long enough to be considered a threat once the pups were old enough for the constant movement.
As the months turned into years, Resfina and Jessare grew close, much to the dislike of Destiny. While she was grateful for the female's help since she arrived in the strange land, she had hoped to one day be able to experience pack life and take her children with her. Jessare's relationship with Resfina made her feel that would never happen. One night, the concerned mother followed the other two females as they stalked away from their dinner kill and discovered a secret that she wished she could forget. Before she could control her anger, she lashed out at Resfina and tackled her away from the intimacy she was about to try to share with Jessare. The two fought for a few short minutes before Jessare defended Resfina. Destiny did not have time to redirect her bite and ended up taking a chunk out of her daughter's ear leaving her marked for the rest of her life. Yesnu and Mogli found the females just as Jessare and Destiny finished arguing and Jessare left with Resfina.
After a few short weeks of traveling together, Resfina and Jessare began to fight more than they seemed happy with each other... Resfina had finally decided she wanted to join a pack, but Jessare didn't want to. She was hurt that her own mother was not accepting of the type of relationship she yearned for with another female and felt that no pack would accept her like that if her own mother couldn't. The night that Jessare and Resfina fought the longest, was the night that Resfina abandoned her. That was when Jessare had just turned three years of age... and while she didn't want a pack, she wanted company. She's been on the move ever since, distancing herself from the lands that she knew her mother liked to stay in while also avoiding pack territories in case she should ever run into Resfina.
Personality: Withdrawn and soft-spoken is the way that most wolves would describe Jessare upon first meeting her. She observes and takes in information before she interacts with others or ventures into a new area. She's certainly cautious, something that has come from living the life of a loner. She takes time to trust others, mainly due to the way that she became separated from both her mother and almost-mate, but once you have earned her trust, you have her loyalty for life. She is the kind of wolf to think of another's well-being before her own; however, her loyalty is not blind... once you have wronged her that trust is something you will never regain to the same extent. She's easy-going and tends to go with the flow of things around her, as long as it doesn't harm her or others, and tends to let others do their own thing as well. She enjoys good conversations and is comfortable with a few wolves that she knows, but is rather nervous and anxious around new wolves or very large groups of them. This is something she could get over in time. Her emotions can be read like she's an open book and she often speaks without thinking. A bit of a pushover at times, but extremely protective of those she cares about and willing to defend them against whatever is causing their sadness or pain. She is stubborn to a fault and to prideful to ask for help when she needs it.