[Mixed Breed Wolf] Gin [update 9-1-19] Sept 21, 2018 14:33:49 GMT -6
Post by Deleted on Sept 21, 2018 14:33:49 GMT -6
Years Rping: So..so many
Slot Used: Pick a slot any slot! (Seriously I have like 50)
How you found Us: Roka lives here so I live here
Birthday: September 1 2018
Species: Northern Rocky Mountain x Mackenzie Valley x Red
Height: 30 inches
Weight: 140 pounds
Coat Color: Deep grey with lighter bits of white around her face.
Eye Color: Yellow
Health Issues: None
Other Information: None
Mental Stability: Sane
These violent delights have violent ends And in their triumph die, like fire and powder, Which, as they kiss, consume. - Romeo and Juliet, Act II, Scene VI
The two had met before, it hadn’t been their first rodeo. There were untouched feelings, emotions that weighed heavily between them like a wet blanket. They hadn’t really professed their love for one another, not entirely. There was certainly an unspoken bond between them, they cared for each other and didn’t necessarily have to vocalize it. But her father Ragnarok would always be the strong one - he would always be there to glue Soifra back together when she needed it. She hadn’t been this broken before but god bless her somehow her heart still managed to beat. In the early months of her life Gin believed that her momma’s heart beat only for Ragnarok and in the months to come she would continue to believe things as such. She knew she was loved, but momma would never love her as much as she did him.
Perhaps Gin experienced brief bouts of jealousy. She wanted to love and be loved, the kind of love that her parents had. Through thick and thin they managed to survive and despite the facade of ruthless spontaneity that Gin possessed she deeply desired the same for herself. She would never harness the courage to pursue those dreams however. Her strength relied on her family and pack, the outside world was far too dangerous for her to even consider taking a chance. She was a hopeless romantic, she hoped that one day her prince charming would come for her. Her life would be filled with useless dreams and far too many jokes. Most will come to realize that Gin is the clown of the family - she never takes anything serious nor does she truly take things to heart. She rolls with the punches and eventually she will grow into a beautiful young female with broken wings. Fear will be her true downfall. She will need constant reassurance from the ones she is closest to and will require limitless patience.
Personality: Complacent and nonchalant, Gin has a very relaxed way of dealing with life. She lets everything come at her and roll right off of her shoulders with a goofy grin on her face. She has a very hard time comprehending what "serious" is and thus never takes things seriously. Anything "serious" will need to be explained to her in careful, painstaking detail, because if not she treats it like everything else, a joke. Very little sets this girl off simply because she doesn't take things seriously enough for them to do so. She does believe in love though her heart can easily be broken and send her reeling. She doesn't want to be hurt and isn't likely to put herself out there for others, she believes that only her family can truly love her the way that she deserves to be loved and treated. Gin is very determined to protect her heart (the only thing she's truly serious about) but because of this she attaches herself to her family members like a leech. It is hard for her to envision her life without them and because of that she can be very dependent upon them. She lacks the strength that most wolves possess to carry on by herself. To envision a life without her family would be a life of pure torture. Sure she pictures life as a game but one thing that she will always consider important and serious is her family ties. They will always come before everyone else, including herself, and she will do anything to prevent losing them. Once you are loved by Gin you are loved fiercely and without bounds.